Me and My Life

somebody asked me why im so stable nowadays. as something big has occured and i had showed very less reaction to it. i replied life has played so many tricks that i have become immune to it. well thats not true exactly , nobody can be immune to life and its game . it can strike when u expect it least. macain would never have thought that a african-american would defeat him in the election . everything happens in the world. India beat Australia 2-0 wasn't it great australia tried a lot but couldnt help themselves. it was so feel good factor. saurav dada left international cricket and so did jumbo aka kumble. well a great loss to Indian cricket but i kinda liked kumble his personality well wat to say he is gone. dada was okay and everyone is gonna miss him . maybe in some future he will be a coach. which i think is gonna happen . few years of commentary and then coaching.... ending of another semester and this one is the most vella sems of all. i got placed " marriage " and...

when i read the astrological forecast on my birthday last year i never thought it could come so true. it said that months aug , sept and November will be eventful and see the beauty aug was filled with regections and september with csc and now november with "the wedding" ofcourse not mine!!!!!! first wedding in my grandmothers family finally concluded on a happier note i have never seen a wedding from such a close level i have been involved in weddings of my other sisters from my maternal side but no with such a close precision wedding was good i wore my best "costumes" till now bought specially for the wedding. the most interesting thing in the wedding was the brother in law, the first person i ever saw that could barely speak. not literally but he was so over softspoken that i'll say that all the softspoken girls i have ever met would shy on talking with him. well see the irony of the situation he was a hostel student from ferozpur and still he was not interes...

life is good on this side of the computer i hope its better on that side too as u know got placed with a moderate package and now there are not much of the companies coming to the campus but i have never been hungry for more will wait if something better comes up i feel like quitting studying but continuing learning like they say"i was born great education ruined me " i wanna end this ruining of personality by education well cant help it i have to come up to a decent score before i leave this place well i see myself searching for new things to fill my free time as im not able to study nowdays well first wedding in the bajaj family coming up soon and i cannot do much work in it why is the college situated outside the city well its a big occasion and the eldest of us will leave india after the marriage . well im feeling sad for the fact that she will be leaving us but the shaadi is gonna be an exciting affair well somebody hacked my gmail account yesterday but he didnt change t...

today i know that it is 8th of sept and i am dead sure about it.................. i got placed today finallllllllyyyyyyyy i have a job, the company csc the place nitj the main thing i wanted to write about at this time was feeling . im feeling on the top of the world . the god blessed me with the job. i am so thank ful the god who passed on the blessings to me , the feeling of weightless and burden less . the feeling will live for 3-4 days before i start feeling the burden again. well im feeling great , ecstasy watever u name it. well this kind of feeling is not new for me but whenever it comes i almost cry ....... today was the "day" the main point is im not berozgaar anymore i have a job a place (not decided yet ) to go when i passout from this place. whole of the credit of getting placed goes to god. he blessed me with this job and i accept it as a gift man he blessed me again, one more time in this life he blessed me with happiness . i'll be forever thankful to him. A...

suddenly its like i have never been better feeling like being on top of the world . it all happened when i rewinded the tape and saw how i got three head shots and was out of the race i realised he was playing and i was the game and there must be a turn in which i will win , when he will help me win. now its just the wait when will that moment come and when will i receive his gift that he is wrapping for me maybe 2-3 more head shots or maybe more i dont care now im skipping satyam and now i am gonna try for csc or capgemini which ever comes first both are good companies its feeling good when u drop a company after three companies drop u infact its feeling great as i say god bless you god bless me and god bless us all

I have been helpless before been unlucky before but this was the extreme case of helplessness I have ever felt ( I know god must have something for me in store) but still I was feeling quite depressed and helpless yesterday until the call from a senior of mine . Well 3 companies written clear in two companies expelled in hr and in one out in gd just pure game played by god. I know god likes to play games, who doesn't and this time I was the toy yest night I had waited for 5 hours just to hear im not eligible why couldn't they take the interview and just ignore me later on. No they couldn't do it they had to take the feeling of expelling a person out and the lady was smiling I cannot forget the face it was like she is saying you are not a human and only humans are eligible . Well she shouldn't have done it and god too allowed her to do it , yest night I was angry with god for making me a fool it was such a fantastic technical interview the person asked me whatever I knew...

Well couldn’t find any other reason why I was not selected in tcs and Accenture maybe wipro maybe evalue serve maybe csc or maybe cape gemeini whatever it is I hope it comes early as wat I lack is patience and this placement is testing my patience . well I missed in tcs hr and now I missed in Accenture gd I donno wats gonna happen ahead but this time of life is quite frustrating . 1 more thing that’s disturbing my mind is the amount of classes im missing for getting placed .i hope I don’t get detained and am able to pass all subjects easily . Well god tussi great ho lets hope for the best and wait for the gift he has for me in the waiting till than im gonna try try and try till I get some job and free myself from the moh maya of college .well I really wanna get free soon and fly . my dream of getting a card is getting delayed more and more , and I need to wait more and more . well I donno exactly when my dream of getting placed is going to get fulfilled but everyone says its gonna be ...