Me and My Life

Dear Diary When I started my journey for my collage , something was odd, i was not really excited to be back at the place where i spent best days of my life. don't know if it was unwillingness to travel or anything else but anyways i boarded the train and came to collage. Met a few good friends at station and then started the journey to get insulted by our very own collage authorities. it was the event of the lifetime which may trigger the memory those years to fade. i don't really keep bad memories with me but this one will be difficult to forget. it all started with meeting of long lost faces , faces i saw today after so long .It all felt so great so nostalgic. After seeing so unknown faces everyday at office , it was kind of overdose of familiar faces  .So there i was meeting so many people in such a short span of time . Everyone was getting drunk and all . i slept through the night in a person's room i didn't know thanks to a junior who arranged ...

Dear diary The world is full of liers . the only thing i hate about life is lying . Why in the world do people lie and that too so easily . The case is not that i don't lie, nobody was born perfect and i too lie but my lies are small and useless ones that don't require much mental effort and are no little or no consequence. I feel its very hard to lie, its easier to say truth and be done with it. Lot easier to handle and face. but i feel as it people are not accustomed to hear truth , they feel as if the person in front of them will lie only . so whatever you say is taken as a lie and responded as one. I'm going to add a big BUT to the above paragraph . this corporate world nobody cares what you think and feel . they just want the work to be done . It is this atmosphere that has made people resort to lying . they need to do this so that they are not exploited and mistreated. Vicious circle if you may call it. one thing leads to another and other aggravates ...

Dear diary  This is not the first entry this year . I have written few of them but they all are in a diary and some will never see the light of the day. i have been given testing as a work after teaching java for 45 days. life at corporate world is as i expected it to be. Not so good , peace out man , nobody's is at peace here . everyone struggles to earn money and EverReady to step on anybody.Well work is boring but is doable . The automation work is good its a kind of programming but no tension bro , moving along with life is my motto and smiling is a habit . I like my latest gtalk message "i have stopped asking god for particular thing .... have left it on him to decide wat is good for me ... god bless me :)" .I have not perfected this art but I'm gaining steadily at it. the world and its worldly matters are becoming less and less important , i fear becoming something like a film i saw with alien virus and all. But that stage is very far right now .world im sti...

Dear diary As all those who know me ,know that i just joined corporate world in for of CSC. feels like a good company and have been given java as technology.There is not much of name culture as i heard about in other companies . rest all time will tell. LIfe is great as of now . A thing that i noticed about myself nowadays is that i as as "know it all".i tend to show everyone that i know a lot which i know is not true in any way. but i don't know how should i control my this bad habit . From tom morning I'll try to reduce my lectures and all . So its time for me to sleep I'll try to write more diary in my way to office in metro. Waise there is no space at all in metros while traveling .Anyways time to sleep. i'll quote my current Gtalk status msg to finish my post. may you live every day of the new year and many years to come ....... happy new year .....god bless  and in the end i will end my post with my usual quote. God bless You ...god bless me and god...

Dear diary I have thanked god for the joining letter orally but i thought i had cursed him through this blog so i should thank him through this also. the best 6 months of my life . and now begins the fun ride . i feel like a cowboy which has practiced for a lot of time and now its time for the real ride . He knows its gonna be fun and tough ,depending upon his attitude . So lets face it guys (and gals)(actually i was thinking of writing guys also in bracket) , a part of life has just ended and a big part has just started the corporate life , word is scary and the real life presentation will be more scarier . I am very-2 excited about the job, i feel like its my time thats gonna come .i did lots of things in this free time of my life lock3rz ,contests2win etc etc and i hope to continue them after i leave this "avatar " and wear a face for the world. So Where doe sit leave this blog , u know im getting a feeling that posts on the blog might increase as i would have lot of fre...

Dear diary I'm speechless nowdays wats the plan ..am i to wait for the company to call me which they say will come till april, no i cant for so much time..maybe the'll call me maybe they wont . oh god wat the hell. anyways gave tavant technologies interview. looks like a nice company , i was the "perfect candidate" small company less then 750 people and i am a computer enthusiast who likes to work on computer .i will learn easily and will work hard. but looks like it was not to happen. but still will mail them tomorrow. Anyways i am supposed to take some lesson from the interview but i still havn't figured out what it is. maybe i get emotional and all in the interview. maybe i hav eto thikn of another answer to the tester question . i cannot really tell where did i go wrong, if i have gone wrong i'll get a negetive mail reply tomorrow.Thank i will think what could have gone wrong . So big question what now, right now search for job is going on and I'm go...

Dear God please tell me " mujhse chahta kya hai(what do you want from me)" keeping secret about my job at CSC, "bache ki jaan lega kya( want to kill me or what)" i only wanted vacations without any burden and now all i can think about is job. will CSC call me ? should i concentrate more on naukri.com etc . Had pleaded you for this job and now i dont know what wrong did i dobetween so as to getting my holidays wasted. I have been a good boy mainly with bits and pieces of bad stuff, come on who is perfect..But i cant seem to fugure out what wrong i did for you to punish me . I have always done what my heart has asked me to and there is nothing that i regret. i have been home for three months ,that is all i asked of you .Now could you please put me back on track so that i can live rest of my life in a good way, i have always believed what you do is good. But this suspense is killing me If you don't think CSC is good for me ,please get me a rejection lettertoday an...