Me and My Life

Dear diary Hi this is Ankur bajaj as usual , u will find no one else on my blog.. Did i forget to write my location in my previous post , how silly of me . I'm in Bonn the former capital of Germany. So Diwali is here tom and what am i doing this diwali nothing much just dinner with my manager and then will sleep. In any case the only thing that i will miss this diwali is the puja we used to do at home , and of course the sweets and all the smoke. Today is my birthday .Its been a year since i joined the company, D company which has send me away from home and which intends to keep me here while a cousin of mine gets married this jaunary about a month form now. So its my birthday and this is the first time I have kept my birthday on Facebook . Every time every year without fail I remove my birthday from all social networking sites. This time ist there to check whether i would be keeping it from next year or not.. So what is up on my birthday , nothing .Could be a loneliest birt

Dear diary I am writing it long time before I leave India , because i know i wont be able to finish it before i leave, continued i have reached there and its over a month exactly 2 days over the month and now it 12 days over a month its getting cold around here temperature is dropping per day .... so i start , life is good here .its a small town quiet and very less population.Not very less but ya when u come from densely populated place such as Delhi it does look a lot empty.today we are going for some sightseeing and i have to get ready for that , would love to write more about my out of India experience and my new room-mate but that will have to wait , this blog post has been long overdue so will come back sooner than later , have fun you guys god bless you god bless me and god bless us all

Dear diary just published a post and now writing another one just so that i dont get much time to write.We are five in this cab all 5 different people , if you are reading this that you know me and now four left, well its difficult to explain everybody, they are good people and i have a good time with them in my journey home as usual long time since last word here ... there has been big changes in the cab ... people are four driver is different and only 3 of us are from original 5 and the cab is mostly silent with some small talk . Life is going good my visa has arrived from Germany and now I'm preparing myself for the trip of the lifetime, well i first trip outside the country is waiting to some true. lots of paperwork and all done and now the tickets are left to be booked and just waiting for the date of departure Meanwhile, my trip to shirdi is just few days more. will go there ask god for a good long satisfying trip outside the country.... okies guys have fun "god b

Dear diary Being very busy in the office and now I'm working on weekends at home. life's good. I just remembered that i have to finish something for the office. i hope to finish this update soon if i don't get carried away. So the news, i am extremely thankful to few people in my office, for helping me get through to my current state and 1 thing that i have realised is that even if the other person is good and you know it ,still he wont be that friendly as he should be. Everyone is sceptical of every new person. i also tend to do that sometimes, but mostly i try to be friendly to anyone who comes in my contact. had a long break between the last line and now ,currently in cab with date 8 July, down with heavy boring work , i don't even get time to do anything else in the office. the work is seriously frustrating , suicidal if you allow me to exaggerate , Only thing that keeps me going with the work is the easy transport to office and the hope that it will end soon

Dear diary Life has been very-2 busy nowadays , as you already know I'm a guy who is eager to learn whatever computer comes is his way. As a result i have put my foot hand and heart in lots of things right now. My curiosity and willingness to learn prevent me to opt out from thing that is optional. So here i am busy all 9 30 hours of day . There is something that i request of god right now , ease of going to office is something that is one of the factors that drive me to office every single day of the month . but that ease may soon be over . I just wanted to ask him to do what he thinks is good for me overall. covertly i hope the current ease never gets over. So here i am working day and day learning something new everyday. all in all its has been a great experience , and I hope it continues like this for rest of my career. One can never stop learning and lets hope my eagerness to learn never gets over There has been a negative development in my life, My trust in people has dec

Dear Diary When I started my journey for my collage , something was odd, i was not really excited to be back at the place where i spent best days of my life. don't know if it was unwillingness to travel or anything else but anyways i boarded the train and came to collage. Met a few good friends at station and then started the journey to get insulted by our very own collage authorities. it was the event of the lifetime which may trigger the memory those years to fade. i don't really keep bad memories with me but this one will be difficult to forget. it all started with meeting of long lost faces , faces i saw today after so long .It all felt so great so nostalgic. After seeing so unknown faces everyday at office , it was kind of overdose of familiar faces  .So there i was meeting so many people in such a short span of time . Everyone was getting drunk and all . i slept through the night in a person's room i didn't know thanks to a junior who arranged it for me . Thanks

Dear diary The world is full of liers . the only thing i hate about life is lying . Why in the world do people lie and that too so easily . The case is not that i don't lie, nobody was born perfect and i too lie but my lies are small and useless ones that don't require much mental effort and are no little or no consequence. I feel its very hard to lie, its easier to say truth and be done with it. Lot easier to handle and face. but i feel as it people are not accustomed to hear truth , they feel as if the person in front of them will lie only . so whatever you say is taken as a lie and responded as one. I'm going to add a big BUT to the above paragraph . this corporate world nobody cares what you think and feel . they just want the work to be done . It is this atmosphere that has made people resort to lying . they need to do this so that they are not exploited and mistreated. Vicious circle if you may call it. one thing leads to another and other aggravates

Dear diary  This is not the first entry this year . I have written few of them but they all are in a diary and some will never see the light of the day. i have been given testing as a work after teaching java for 45 days. life at corporate world is as i expected it to be. Not so good , peace out man , nobody's is at peace here . everyone struggles to earn money and EverReady to step on anybody.Well work is boring but is doable . The automation work is good its a kind of programming but no tension bro , moving along with life is my motto and smiling is a habit . I like my latest gtalk message "i have stopped asking god for particular thing .... have left it on him to decide wat is good for me ... god bless me :)" .I have not perfected this art but I'm gaining steadily at it. the world and its worldly matters are becoming less and less important , i fear becoming something like a film i saw with alien virus and all. But that stage is very far right now .world im sti