Me and My Life

Dear diary So this is me again .............. who else would you find in my blog...... its been 20 odd days at home and july month is about to start in few minutes . i would i like to write my second post of this month. life has been good with my new graphics card and lots of series that i have collected in my last semester. house is my current time pass. and have completed full metal alchemist. I am facing mixed emotions nowadays...... should i work should i njoy ? should i loop for a job or should i wait for csc. my god help me bless with a solution. As you all know i just completed my engineering and am home full time now. no work just using the electricity at home to play to watch TV and to download games and songs. i am so perplexed about the current situation that im not able to concentrate on new things to learn and explore. i fear job so much that i think i wont be able to do any leisure activity after i enter my job fu fledged so im cought between masti and learning new things

Dear diary Time over at jalandhar. Was not a good city but lot better than .....donno something worse. lots of ups and downs. so many of them that me a case of short term memory loss cant remember them all. When i came here the college was a jungle and for me jungle book had just started. people just hated delhiwallas and i know why they do so, as guys tend to be mean and selfish. and when they saw me they expected me o be like that only , and when i turned out to be different they had a difficult time accpting me and even my co delhi walas didnt expect such a nature from me. So while so unaccptable i was i found very good friends by the time i left the college. while i spent my life at college i met a lot of people good bad and no not so ugly. बुरा जो देखन मैं चला बुरा न मिल्या कोए जो मनन खोजा आपना मुझसे बुरा न कोए so i found no ugly or i just tried to find good in all, thats i nice quality i realised just now. So its some time i have found people who love me for wat i am however irri