Me and My Life

Life teaches you a lot of things. you like somethings and you hate others. One thing that I learnt recently is that I need a change either in myself or in people I talk to. Still I haven't decided which one is a better option leading to me being quiet . Will have to experiment with both the options here and there to conclude which one I'm going to adopt. It is good to know that one is not perfect as it simplifies some big things in life. I smell low confidence in myself , I know I'm not a social animal but I think I do not try to become one. I sometimes feel like Dr Sheldon Cooper who is always amazed by all the social customs and reactions he see around himself. but he tries hilariously to fit in them like by offering warm beverage . Sometimes I feel like I'm doing the same in the eyes of others .Even though I know they need a warm beverage and I offer them that they think I'm acting just to be nice . well it's their loss not mine when they reject the beverage

Dear diary This is one of my status updates on facebook, suits me quite well doesn't it. I am not an easy to understand person as everyone is expected to be complicated . Simple mindedness is not accepted as simply as it should be. Everyone thinks that you mean something else while you are saying something . They tend to read between the lines when they shouldn't and they tend to take to my word when they should not. Something should be wrong with me as everyone else cannot be wrong. But who cares I will remain who I am and will go to become who I was to. Remove all the filters and then I'm really user-friendly and easy to understand. As I have always said that there is someone looking for me up there. He has proved it once again. I am about to get some good quality work in my office . I don't really talk about my work in my blog but this is a good opportunity for me .Everyone is so afraid of becoming jack of all trades but I strive to achieve that . No knowledge is

Life is as normal as it gets with a few lessons from office now and then. Lately I have come to know some of those whom I considered to be my friend were actually acquaintances . They had given subtle hints but I was blind . Kept on behaving as a friend but not anymore. I have learn to say no ,make a face ,unfriend them etc. In short I have to let them go. I don't really know how many more ,going forward may turn out to be like him/her, but I know that I won't try very hard next time On the contrary , I have found some friends in the office. Hoping to go a long way with them. I know there is a problem with me. I don't really know how to test my friends. I think I have said it before also I know but I guess it's a good thing that's why I don't try to change it. I think that's enough for today . God bless you god bless me and god bless us all Btw this post is from my iPod and I am fixed between buying S2 or not

Dear diary Whenever I try to define life ... the only thing that comes to my mind is that why should i define it in the first place. Life is this life is that . life is easy life is hard , life is a journey , life is funny, life is fun .life is blah blah etc. first of all stop defining it .stop comparing it . Life is an entity (its not a thing ) which is unique for every person .Like we have primary keys for every row , we have life for every being in this world. god has given you this gift and its upon you how you make it for yourself. He will help you on your way in life as I might have said in my previous posts. This entity is an experience and an opportunity and what you make of this is up to you. one question that often comes in my mind is that whats my destiny ? do I have any? or should I look for it .. or should I just leave it to find me? What is the aim of this gift? So many questions and not much of a answer .and I am not really sure that I want an answer. Isn't it bet

Dear diary Hi there , It's your friend this side after another long time , Every other day I think that I should write in my blog , I have so much to say , so much to tell , so many things in my mind that come up now and then .But I'm a lazy guy and sitting and typing is making me restless lately , I would try a video blog as now I have a webcam and I'm alone. But I know that it is not going to happen. So one of the things that I want out of my system is a bad landlord . He is so annoying that it feels like breaking something in his house before I go , but that is not gonna happen as I'm not a violent person and he hasn't tipped me off as of now . Till now he is irritating to a good extent. Sometimes when I think why he does this , I feel like mocking him of pretending to be a German while being an Indian. He has taken worst aspects of both lives and now is trying to make my life bad , but he doesn't know that god is with me and all his attempts will go wast