just another day
Life teaches you a lot of things. you like somethings and you hate others. One thing that I learnt recently is that I need a change either in myself or in people I talk to. Still I haven't decided which one is a better option leading to me being quiet . Will have to experiment with both the options here and there to conclude which one I'm going to adopt. It is good to know that one is not perfect as it simplifies some big things in life.
I smell low confidence in myself , I know I'm not a social animal but I think I do not try to become one. I sometimes feel like Dr Sheldon Cooper who is always amazed by all the social customs and reactions he see around himself. but he tries hilariously to fit in them like by offering warm beverage . Sometimes I feel like I'm doing the same in the eyes of others .Even though I know they need a warm beverage and I offer them that they think I'm acting just to be nice . well it's their loss not mine when they reject the beverage or try to throw it back on me. Sometimes I get hit, sometimes I don't really know if it hit because I had turned away form them or moved on after rejection.Still it's not their fault I don't behave like normal people do , So I guess no one is to be blamed . I couldn't say it was my fault could I? it would be my fault if my intentions were wrong . In my universe it's the intention that matters nothing else and I believe god is with me till my intentions are good.
I could have given you a trophy if you want but I can offer you a beverage
God bless you , god bless me and god bless us all
I smell low confidence in myself , I know I'm not a social animal but I think I do not try to become one. I sometimes feel like Dr Sheldon Cooper who is always amazed by all the social customs and reactions he see around himself. but he tries hilariously to fit in them like by offering warm beverage . Sometimes I feel like I'm doing the same in the eyes of others .Even though I know they need a warm beverage and I offer them that they think I'm acting just to be nice . well it's their loss not mine when they reject the beverage or try to throw it back on me. Sometimes I get hit, sometimes I don't really know if it hit because I had turned away form them or moved on after rejection.Still it's not their fault I don't behave like normal people do , So I guess no one is to be blamed . I couldn't say it was my fault could I? it would be my fault if my intentions were wrong . In my universe it's the intention that matters nothing else and I believe god is with me till my intentions are good.
I could have given you a trophy if you want but I can offer you a beverage
God bless you , god bless me and god bless us all
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