got the bad news
most of the times i can expect a bad news but this time i didnt this took me by surprise and now to undo the effect of this bad news i hav to work hard cut my visits home and study study study well thats the toughest job ever but a man gotto do what he gotto do and for my job i need to do it well its hard for me to see the negetive side of the thing but my mind keeps floating to the ifs and buts bad dreams of the result going haywire well only thing im doing for this is taking gods name asking him for help asking him to clear my path but somewhere in deep heart i feel this is a part of his big plan and the result of this plan can be goo or bad that i dunno but hey god im not a bad guy dont punish me lets see where does this adventure lead to i hav decided to study today and that i will. now days php-mysql takes a the time im not studying i think im not working hard on it and will hav to concentrate more Nowadays the net is available at the room so i quickly find my doubts @ google the