got the bad news

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most of the times i can expect a bad news but this time i didnt this took me by surprise
and now to undo the effect of this bad news i hav to work hard cut my visits home and study study study
well thats the toughest job ever but a man gotto do what he gotto do and for my job i need to do it well its hard for me to see the negetive side of the thing but my mind keeps floating to the ifs and buts bad dreams of the result going haywire well only thing im doing for this is taking gods name asking him for help asking him to clear my path
but somewhere in deep heart i feel this is a part of his big plan and the result of this plan can be goo or bad that i dunno but hey god im not a bad guy dont punish me
lets see where does this adventure lead to i hav decided to study today and that i will. now days php-mysql takes a the time im not studying i think im not working hard on it and will hav to concentrate more
Nowadays the net is available at the room so i quickly find my doubts @ google the Utkansh has started and im stopping myself from going to final year and asking for work i hav postponed my utk work till the 1st sessionals
shopping for my sisters wedding started but i didnt find the right black coat to suit me found a nice blue 1 but i had decided for black 1 so i think im gonna get it stitched for myself! the first Coat Pant for me specially thats exiting
i dunno if i can afford to talk so much online i yhink i hav to go now and study guys and girls if any1 ever read this post please pray for me now i need then dont postporne the prayer for later u will forget
Cya guys tc and god bless us all

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