i wrote this on bus to delhi
Dear diary
Time over at jalandhar. Was not a good city but lot better than .....donno something worse. lots of ups and downs. so many of them that me a case of short term memory loss cant remember them all. When i came here the college was a jungle and for me jungle book had just started. people just hated delhiwallas and i know why they do so, as guys tend to be mean and selfish. and when they saw me they expected me o be like that only , and when i turned out to be different they had a difficult time accpting me and even my co delhi walas didnt expect such a nature from me. So while so unaccptable i was i found very good friends by the time i left the college. while i spent my life at college i met a lot of people good bad and no not so ugly.
बुरा जो देखन मैं चला बुरा न मिल्या कोए
जो मनन खोजा आपना मुझसे बुरा न कोए
so i found no ugly or i just tried to find good in all, thats i nice quality i realised just now. So its some time i have found people who love me for wat i am however irritating and frustrating i can be at sometimes or most of the times. i was a sweet mouthed person till i experianced how people tend to take advantage of you , tend to manipulate you to do their liking . They dont care abou the feelings of the person they manipulate , they just wish to get their job done i didnt knew it in the starting but i continued to get manipulated even after i know wat was going on. i just wanted to know wat these people can do. but i was foolish enought to let them know that i know about the scheme either after or sometimes before the work. i cannot keep such things is my stomach as there is a sense of superiority after telling them i know your secret. all of ones life he /she thinks about superiority as its natural as it is natural for a human to reach heights above others .
So i leaned that you get nothing when u are tensed or frustarated . i still get tensed sometimes but i still try to be happy all the time. Getting angry solved nothing and it creates more problem than solving them. Solving problems taks a cool heart and a resolved mind. Big problems can be solved by having a composed mind, u conqure your mann and control your life. this may sound psychic but at the end i would like to thank the moon for his unconditional support and good ears . he used to listen to my request and give courage to solve my problems . U have been a great help thanks a lot. U are the only thing that remains constant in my life keep helping me .
God bless you god bless me and god bless us all
Time over at jalandhar. Was not a good city but lot better than .....donno something worse. lots of ups and downs. so many of them that me a case of short term memory loss cant remember them all. When i came here the college was a jungle and for me jungle book had just started. people just hated delhiwallas and i know why they do so, as guys tend to be mean and selfish. and when they saw me they expected me o be like that only , and when i turned out to be different they had a difficult time accpting me and even my co delhi walas didnt expect such a nature from me. So while so unaccptable i was i found very good friends by the time i left the college. while i spent my life at college i met a lot of people good bad and no not so ugly.
बुरा जो देखन मैं चला बुरा न मिल्या कोए
जो मनन खोजा आपना मुझसे बुरा न कोए
so i found no ugly or i just tried to find good in all, thats i nice quality i realised just now. So its some time i have found people who love me for wat i am however irritating and frustrating i can be at sometimes or most of the times. i was a sweet mouthed person till i experianced how people tend to take advantage of you , tend to manipulate you to do their liking . They dont care abou the feelings of the person they manipulate , they just wish to get their job done i didnt knew it in the starting but i continued to get manipulated even after i know wat was going on. i just wanted to know wat these people can do. but i was foolish enought to let them know that i know about the scheme either after or sometimes before the work. i cannot keep such things is my stomach as there is a sense of superiority after telling them i know your secret. all of ones life he /she thinks about superiority as its natural as it is natural for a human to reach heights above others .
So i leaned that you get nothing when u are tensed or frustarated . i still get tensed sometimes but i still try to be happy all the time. Getting angry solved nothing and it creates more problem than solving them. Solving problems taks a cool heart and a resolved mind. Big problems can be solved by having a composed mind, u conqure your mann and control your life. this may sound psychic but at the end i would like to thank the moon for his unconditional support and good ears . he used to listen to my request and give courage to solve my problems . U have been a great help thanks a lot. U are the only thing that remains constant in my life keep helping me .
God bless you god bless me and god bless us all
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