Me and My Life

well the life is being funny for a few days so funny i almost cried hearing the speech on ndtv sahi main bahut senti ho gaya tha he said that to shut them up impose emergency and kill the terror causing germs otherwise the incidents like mumbai will keep on occurring again and again what the hell happened in mumbai ...... they kill so many comman man and so many uncomman man got killed too well to heck with them i wish govt would do something. and i think something will be done but let it be some solid work and nothing should be lenient for the sake of public let the come down hard i remembered a even from my past life donno when it occur but it sure gives a lesson it was around 5-6 had my 2nd term exams and the result had come out. as usual i failed in hindi those were the initial days of my failing in hindi( have failed a lot more times after that) ya and i didnt show my report card to my parents. thought i would be scolded and grounded . so we went on a holiday to some hill station...

aaj kisi ko poems likhta dekh ke mujhe mere wo bachpan ke din yaad aa gaye jab main bhi kuch panktiyan likha karta tha. around class tenth mujhe yeh keeda tha. poems likhne ka. aur wo meri class ka poet "the horizon" , i used to like his work a lot and that induced the keeda in me. well i think i wrote a few good works and lots more bad works but all in all i was satisfied by wat i did and i have it all saved in a file. maybe i'll write them all in the vacations or maybe i wont lets c because i have been thinking of wat to be done of them for a long -2 time i will see if i present world with my beautiful works of will let them stay away from world i dontthink they should stay away but yeh aalsi haathon ko kaun samjhaye "lets hope for the best and leave to the god the rest" this is wat i say most of the time leaving that topic i have my final practical exam today and i need to study lol maybe this is the last post before exams signing off ankur bajaj god bless u ...

somebody asked me why im so stable nowadays. as something big has occured and i had showed very less reaction to it. i replied life has played so many tricks that i have become immune to it. well thats not true exactly , nobody can be immune to life and its game . it can strike when u expect it least. macain would never have thought that a african-american would defeat him in the election . everything happens in the world. India beat Australia 2-0 wasn't it great australia tried a lot but couldnt help themselves. it was so feel good factor. saurav dada left international cricket and so did jumbo aka kumble. well a great loss to Indian cricket but i kinda liked kumble his personality well wat to say he is gone. dada was okay and everyone is gonna miss him . maybe in some future he will be a coach. which i think is gonna happen . few years of commentary and then coaching.... ending of another semester and this one is the most vella sems of all. i got placed " marriage " and...

when i read the astrological forecast on my birthday last year i never thought it could come so true. it said that months aug , sept and November will be eventful and see the beauty aug was filled with regections and september with csc and now november with "the wedding" ofcourse not mine!!!!!! first wedding in my grandmothers family finally concluded on a happier note i have never seen a wedding from such a close level i have been involved in weddings of my other sisters from my maternal side but no with such a close precision wedding was good i wore my best "costumes" till now bought specially for the wedding. the most interesting thing in the wedding was the brother in law, the first person i ever saw that could barely speak. not literally but he was so over softspoken that i'll say that all the softspoken girls i have ever met would shy on talking with him. well see the irony of the situation he was a hostel student from ferozpur and still he was not interes...

life is good on this side of the computer i hope its better on that side too as u know got placed with a moderate package and now there are not much of the companies coming to the campus but i have never been hungry for more will wait if something better comes up i feel like quitting studying but continuing learning like they say"i was born great education ruined me " i wanna end this ruining of personality by education well cant help it i have to come up to a decent score before i leave this place well i see myself searching for new things to fill my free time as im not able to study nowdays well first wedding in the bajaj family coming up soon and i cannot do much work in it why is the college situated outside the city well its a big occasion and the eldest of us will leave india after the marriage . well im feeling sad for the fact that she will be leaving us but the shaadi is gonna be an exciting affair well somebody hacked my gmail account yesterday but he didnt change t...

today i know that it is 8th of sept and i am dead sure about it.................. i got placed today finallllllllyyyyyyyy i have a job, the company csc the place nitj the main thing i wanted to write about at this time was feeling . im feeling on the top of the world . the god blessed me with the job. i am so thank ful the god who passed on the blessings to me , the feeling of weightless and burden less . the feeling will live for 3-4 days before i start feeling the burden again. well im feeling great , ecstasy watever u name it. well this kind of feeling is not new for me but whenever it comes i almost cry ....... today was the "day" the main point is im not berozgaar anymore i have a job a place (not decided yet ) to go when i passout from this place. whole of the credit of getting placed goes to god. he blessed me with this job and i accept it as a gift man he blessed me again, one more time in this life he blessed me with happiness . i'll be forever thankful to him. A...

suddenly its like i have never been better feeling like being on top of the world . it all happened when i rewinded the tape and saw how i got three head shots and was out of the race i realised he was playing and i was the game and there must be a turn in which i will win , when he will help me win. now its just the wait when will that moment come and when will i receive his gift that he is wrapping for me maybe 2-3 more head shots or maybe more i dont care now im skipping satyam and now i am gonna try for csc or capgemini which ever comes first both are good companies its feeling good when u drop a company after three companies drop u infact its feeling great as i say god bless you god bless me and god bless us all