Me and My Life

Dear diary just published a post and now writing another one just so that i dont get much time to write.We are five in this cab all 5 different people , if you are reading this that you know me and now four left, well its difficult to explain everybody, they are good people and i have a good time with them in my journey home as usual long time since last word here ... there has been big changes in the cab ... people are four driver is different and only 3 of us are from original 5 and the cab is mostly silent with some small talk . Life is going good my visa has arrived from Germany and now I'm preparing myself for the trip of the lifetime, well i first trip outside the country is waiting to some true. lots of paperwork and all done and now the tickets are left to be booked and just waiting for the date of departure Meanwhile, my trip to shirdi is just few days more. will go there ask god for a good long satisfying trip outside the country.... okies guys have fun "god b...

Dear diary Being very busy in the office and now I'm working on weekends at home. life's good. I just remembered that i have to finish something for the office. i hope to finish this update soon if i don't get carried away. So the news, i am extremely thankful to few people in my office, for helping me get through to my current state and 1 thing that i have realised is that even if the other person is good and you know it ,still he wont be that friendly as he should be. Everyone is sceptical of every new person. i also tend to do that sometimes, but mostly i try to be friendly to anyone who comes in my contact. had a long break between the last line and now ,currently in cab with date 8 July, down with heavy boring work , i don't even get time to do anything else in the office. the work is seriously frustrating , suicidal if you allow me to exaggerate , Only thing that keeps me going with the work is the easy transport to office and the hope that it will end soon ...

Dear diary Life has been very-2 busy nowadays , as you already know I'm a guy who is eager to learn whatever computer comes is his way. As a result i have put my foot hand and heart in lots of things right now. My curiosity and willingness to learn prevent me to opt out from thing that is optional. So here i am busy all 9 30 hours of day . There is something that i request of god right now , ease of going to office is something that is one of the factors that drive me to office every single day of the month . but that ease may soon be over . I just wanted to ask him to do what he thinks is good for me overall. covertly i hope the current ease never gets over. So here i am working day and day learning something new everyday. all in all its has been a great experience , and I hope it continues like this for rest of my career. One can never stop learning and lets hope my eagerness to learn never gets over There has been a negative development in my life, My trust in people has dec...

Dear Diary When I started my journey for my collage , something was odd, i was not really excited to be back at the place where i spent best days of my life. don't know if it was unwillingness to travel or anything else but anyways i boarded the train and came to collage. Met a few good friends at station and then started the journey to get insulted by our very own collage authorities. it was the event of the lifetime which may trigger the memory those years to fade. i don't really keep bad memories with me but this one will be difficult to forget. it all started with meeting of long lost faces , faces i saw today after so long .It all felt so great so nostalgic. After seeing so unknown faces everyday at office , it was kind of overdose of familiar faces  .So there i was meeting so many people in such a short span of time . Everyone was getting drunk and all . i slept through the night in a person's room i didn't know thanks to a junior who arranged ...

Dear diary The world is full of liers . the only thing i hate about life is lying . Why in the world do people lie and that too so easily . The case is not that i don't lie, nobody was born perfect and i too lie but my lies are small and useless ones that don't require much mental effort and are no little or no consequence. I feel its very hard to lie, its easier to say truth and be done with it. Lot easier to handle and face. but i feel as it people are not accustomed to hear truth , they feel as if the person in front of them will lie only . so whatever you say is taken as a lie and responded as one. I'm going to add a big BUT to the above paragraph . this corporate world nobody cares what you think and feel . they just want the work to be done . It is this atmosphere that has made people resort to lying . they need to do this so that they are not exploited and mistreated. Vicious circle if you may call it. one thing leads to another and other aggravates ...

Dear diary  This is not the first entry this year . I have written few of them but they all are in a diary and some will never see the light of the day. i have been given testing as a work after teaching java for 45 days. life at corporate world is as i expected it to be. Not so good , peace out man , nobody's is at peace here . everyone struggles to earn money and EverReady to step on anybody.Well work is boring but is doable . The automation work is good its a kind of programming but no tension bro , moving along with life is my motto and smiling is a habit . I like my latest gtalk message "i have stopped asking god for particular thing .... have left it on him to decide wat is good for me ... god bless me :)" .I have not perfected this art but I'm gaining steadily at it. the world and its worldly matters are becoming less and less important , i fear becoming something like a film i saw with alien virus and all. But that stage is very far right now .world im sti...

Dear diary As all those who know me ,know that i just joined corporate world in for of CSC. feels like a good company and have been given java as technology.There is not much of name culture as i heard about in other companies . rest all time will tell. LIfe is great as of now . A thing that i noticed about myself nowadays is that i as as "know it all".i tend to show everyone that i know a lot which i know is not true in any way. but i don't know how should i control my this bad habit . From tom morning I'll try to reduce my lectures and all . So its time for me to sleep I'll try to write more diary in my way to office in metro. Waise there is no space at all in metros while traveling .Anyways time to sleep. i'll quote my current Gtalk status msg to finish my post. may you live every day of the new year and many years to come ....... happy new year .....god bless  and in the end i will end my post with my usual quote. God bless You ...god bless me and god...