I have never felt like this before

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I have been helpless before been unlucky before but this was the extreme case of helplessness I have ever felt ( I know god must have something for me in store) but still I was feeling quite depressed and helpless yesterday until the call from a senior of mine . Well 3 companies written clear in two companies expelled in hr and in one out in gd just pure game played by god. I know god likes to play games, who doesn't and this time I was the toy yest night I had waited for 5 hours just to hear im not eligible why couldn't they take the interview and just ignore me later on. No they couldn't do it they had to take the feeling of expelling a person out and the lady was smiling I cannot forget the face it was like she is saying you are not a human and only humans are eligible . Well she shouldn't have done it and god too allowed her to do it , yest night I was angry with god for making me a fool it was such a fantastic technical interview the person asked me whatever I knew whatever I was good in I thought I was the sign of my good luck coming , but who knew it was god playing with my emotions . Well I like his style but I didn't like it on me . my current days are going disastrous , teachers are threatening me to come to class otherwise they will detain me and I'm not getting a job , I wish to get a job as early as possible so that I can concentrate on the other important things in hand like my attendance which is going down the drain and I don't know wats going on in class. The 1st class test are from sept first week and I'm still in dark about everything. Maybe this is a test and I'm sure I'll pass it through with a job in hand. Well I need to go to a class now therefore

god bless you god bless me and god bless us all please

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