Today I think is 6 Aug

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Today I think is 6th of aug, it’s been a week I have been bedridden. When you fall ill a lot of questions arise in your mind and you have lots and lots of time to search for the answers. The thinking floats towards the unthinkable types especially. First thing that arises in my mind was why me oh good lord! Why me? With all the bad guys existing in the world why a good guy like me what wrong did I do to somebody. I'm always a helping guy not to mention being a little on the safe side, so that nobody harms me. The basic question …. I have never lost faith in you which I haven’t still and I never stop spreading your name. I thank you for every good thing you did to me. My mind is confused should I thank u for pain or should I continue my pray for relief.
What I always fail to “stand under” is the reason for making me ill. Till now my 20 ½ years experience says everything happens due to a past reason and something will happen due to this and 99.99 % of those reasons you don’t know and cannot guess what good will it do to me . for that one has to wait and watch and that’s what I lack patience .well on a “lighter note “ if it’s the end I won’t have to worry what happens due to it . But it looks hardly the case. the unthinkable are also the unwritable types .Unless you are sure nobody will read it .but I'm sure I'm gonna copy this to my blog hence this is the end of the discussion . And as I say “god bless you, god bless me and god bless us all”

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