maybe the toughest decision till now

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dear diary
me-i canceled my graphics card
diary(shocked)-
m-yup i did it
d-decision was tough?
m-but still i took it
i sacrificed of delayed the graphics card for atleast 6 months
d-why?
m-just for my future... i dont need anything to come between me and my 60%....
d-well the gap isnt much
m-still i wont take chances
d-you have always done wat you wanted?
m-ya thats why this decision was the toughest one to take
d-being brave huh?
m-ya i dont wanna ruin my life just because of a small wish
d-tere bachpan ki wish?
m-koi nahi thoda aur intezaar kar legi

you might be thinking yeh kya ho raha hai
thats me talking to my diary

so thats it no gaming nothing just this last sem in which i will have to work hard as i have been trusted with lots of responsibilities and all that. i only hope that i am able to fulfill them
happy new year to everyone out there
hope all the wishes of yours get fulfilled this year

and ya i celebrated my birthday through a cake after a long-2 time. was in my tayaji's home and there we cut that cake. well got calls expected and even few unexpected and few didnt came. but no gila -shikwa and i am not in a mood to tell them that they didnt wish me
well thats it for now
god bless you god bless me and god bless us all
signing off

Comments

  1. Man!aCJanuary 8, 2009 at 3:22 PM

    lol dude.. u cud have simply written a new yr resolution... btw happy new yr, belated happy b'day and may god bless U.. nice blog i luv the girly pink!

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  2. AnkurJanuary 8, 2009 at 3:30 PM

    thank you maniac for the wishes

    i dont see any pink in my site although

    best wishes for the new year

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