my long post
It’s been a long time since I talked to myself in written. So here I am on the Delhi to Jalandhar superfast train, I start to write a diary
Dear diary
Sorry for such a long wait for the entry, actually I have been very busy doing everything movies, series to sleeping the life is the final sem hasn’t been uneventful. The games of g1 g2 and g3 and wo final sem ki feeling and of course the trip to pong dam, viney ki extra feeling and many other things.
Sometimes I feel that I’m gonna miss my freedom of waking up and sleeping to my wishes after college ends in few months gosh 2 months remaining and I have lots to do as the say miles to go before I sleep . I am coming back from holi which I didn’t celebrate and I'm coming back just for the reason of coming back to last semester. Utkansh this time doesn’t have any administrative work that can excite me for the sole reason that they don’t think I’m of any importance to the cause of utkansh and I wish to enforce myself on them. My dear friend says there was nothing better than techniti 07 and I totally agree with him. I knew more about that fest than I know about utk09
From this college of mine I’ll take back lots of memories which I’ll cherish whole my life. The memories include prominently techniti 07 the people I met all kinds – good bad and the ugly. The real face behind all those mask. Lying awake throughout the night just for watching movies. Wo single room main spent 3 yrs , pratik, nagu , batta, nmc, kamal , desilva etc damm I’m getting senti yup I am and I can’t imagine a life full of strangers each fighting to prevent themselves from cuts or just stepping over the to get a raise . How will I be able to survive in the big bad wide world …..?feeling so sad just to think about that
I need to change the topic and I choose pong dam trip. We went there for an industrial trip to learn power generation the whole trip can be summarized in the 50 odd pics I have uploaded on orkut. To sum it up It was quite perfect the songs the mast the food and the school trip type feeling, everything just right ….wahi boys ki badmashiyan , wahi ladkiyon ka gaana gaana …… it was too good. The same feeling that came in school trips two teachers but the solo diff being that one teacher actually sang with us in bus which a school teacher wouldn’t do. Iske hone ke baa dab 1 aur icha jaagi hai a 2-3 days trip and I sincerely ask god to fulfill my this wish of mine just keep the order priority order lower than job wish, I may have mentioned it that I think I am the luckiest person on planet and the god is too much happy with me . So I am very hopeful that this wish comes true. I had a dream to work my mind out in utkansh and it just took god few guys to take this away from me. It looks like god is saying enjoy buddy kaam-vaam bahut kar liya. Looks like god wants me to enjoy and I only hope I enjoy enough not to regret
Someone may have read my quote on orkut and gtalk about defensive attack. I wrote that just for the simple reason that somebody attacked me when I was just having fun and I considered him a good guy. You know to make truth a truth you need two guys 1 who can speak and other who can listen to those words. maybe I want ready to listen those words from his moth and now he surely doesn’t know that he has lost something he may have said it out of feeling or maybe he really meant it but all in all he lost someone’s faith and he may never get it back . I will have to talk to him, it’s like compulsory for me, but he’ll never hear “me” again. Will I’m not being philosophical but that’s the way I am …. Writing this post just because he or anybody he knows will never read this. Even if there is a remote chance I wouldn’t have written it
There are few regrets that I’ll surely leave here when I take my degree .I’ll not mention them as I don’t wanna think about them. There is just one thing about me that this place couldn’t change but has reinforced it is my insecurity and the possessiveness …..and ya my status of single and not ready to mingle. This place has surely increased my ability to listen but my compatibility with girls is still a question, compatibility in the sense whether an unknown girl will be able to spend an hour or two with me without getting bored . I do not despise my nasal voice, my bad looks or my boring talks but these things really don’t matter. Therefore I take no steps to improve them, or I may think these are bad just because I’m low in confidence. That has been a problem that I have faced all my childhood but surely I have overcome a lot of it in these 4 years
I have just entered Punjab and I need to change my SIM.
Just that day I was thinking that one can write a book on how to survive in the govt. college. A govt college differ from a private college in thousands of ways and I may try to mention some of them .Never believe what a sarkari officer says I week may be equal to a year or two. If 4-5 officers tell you 1 week, its 2 raise to power weeks. If you wish something to be done you need to devote lots and lots of time so as to match the little time of the officer. You need to wait outside his office and try not to miss any appointments .only he can miss appointments not you. Don’t try to find loopholes in the rules as there aren’t any and if by chance any exist, it will be covered as soon as you exploit it or even think about it. Rules can be bend with logic only if the other person is ready to hear .Almost all rules have ifs and buts associated with it so under suitable condition they can be made to work your way
The sun is about to set on the western trees over the vast lands of food. A station named sadugarh just went pass. A water tank , a scare crow , a tower with three phase electricity , rice field with water mirror , the old farmers hut , the big farmhouse with football shaped water tank , Honda city between farms and a canal for irrigation this is what I see outside my window.
As always god bless me god bless you and god bless us all
Dear diary
Sorry for such a long wait for the entry, actually I have been very busy doing everything movies, series to sleeping the life is the final sem hasn’t been uneventful. The games of g1 g2 and g3 and wo final sem ki feeling and of course the trip to pong dam, viney ki extra feeling and many other things.
Sometimes I feel that I’m gonna miss my freedom of waking up and sleeping to my wishes after college ends in few months gosh 2 months remaining and I have lots to do as the say miles to go before I sleep . I am coming back from holi which I didn’t celebrate and I'm coming back just for the reason of coming back to last semester. Utkansh this time doesn’t have any administrative work that can excite me for the sole reason that they don’t think I’m of any importance to the cause of utkansh and I wish to enforce myself on them. My dear friend says there was nothing better than techniti 07 and I totally agree with him. I knew more about that fest than I know about utk09
From this college of mine I’ll take back lots of memories which I’ll cherish whole my life. The memories include prominently techniti 07 the people I met all kinds – good bad and the ugly. The real face behind all those mask. Lying awake throughout the night just for watching movies. Wo single room main spent 3 yrs , pratik, nagu , batta, nmc, kamal , desilva etc damm I’m getting senti yup I am and I can’t imagine a life full of strangers each fighting to prevent themselves from cuts or just stepping over the to get a raise . How will I be able to survive in the big bad wide world …..?feeling so sad just to think about that
I need to change the topic and I choose pong dam trip. We went there for an industrial trip to learn power generation the whole trip can be summarized in the 50 odd pics I have uploaded on orkut. To sum it up It was quite perfect the songs the mast the food and the school trip type feeling, everything just right ….wahi boys ki badmashiyan , wahi ladkiyon ka gaana gaana …… it was too good. The same feeling that came in school trips two teachers but the solo diff being that one teacher actually sang with us in bus which a school teacher wouldn’t do. Iske hone ke baa dab 1 aur icha jaagi hai a 2-3 days trip and I sincerely ask god to fulfill my this wish of mine just keep the order priority order lower than job wish, I may have mentioned it that I think I am the luckiest person on planet and the god is too much happy with me . So I am very hopeful that this wish comes true. I had a dream to work my mind out in utkansh and it just took god few guys to take this away from me. It looks like god is saying enjoy buddy kaam-vaam bahut kar liya. Looks like god wants me to enjoy and I only hope I enjoy enough not to regret
Someone may have read my quote on orkut and gtalk about defensive attack. I wrote that just for the simple reason that somebody attacked me when I was just having fun and I considered him a good guy. You know to make truth a truth you need two guys 1 who can speak and other who can listen to those words. maybe I want ready to listen those words from his moth and now he surely doesn’t know that he has lost something he may have said it out of feeling or maybe he really meant it but all in all he lost someone’s faith and he may never get it back . I will have to talk to him, it’s like compulsory for me, but he’ll never hear “me” again. Will I’m not being philosophical but that’s the way I am …. Writing this post just because he or anybody he knows will never read this. Even if there is a remote chance I wouldn’t have written it
There are few regrets that I’ll surely leave here when I take my degree .I’ll not mention them as I don’t wanna think about them. There is just one thing about me that this place couldn’t change but has reinforced it is my insecurity and the possessiveness …..and ya my status of single and not ready to mingle. This place has surely increased my ability to listen but my compatibility with girls is still a question, compatibility in the sense whether an unknown girl will be able to spend an hour or two with me without getting bored . I do not despise my nasal voice, my bad looks or my boring talks but these things really don’t matter. Therefore I take no steps to improve them, or I may think these are bad just because I’m low in confidence. That has been a problem that I have faced all my childhood but surely I have overcome a lot of it in these 4 years
I have just entered Punjab and I need to change my SIM.
Just that day I was thinking that one can write a book on how to survive in the govt. college. A govt college differ from a private college in thousands of ways and I may try to mention some of them .Never believe what a sarkari officer says I week may be equal to a year or two. If 4-5 officers tell you 1 week, its 2 raise to power weeks. If you wish something to be done you need to devote lots and lots of time so as to match the little time of the officer. You need to wait outside his office and try not to miss any appointments .only he can miss appointments not you. Don’t try to find loopholes in the rules as there aren’t any and if by chance any exist, it will be covered as soon as you exploit it or even think about it. Rules can be bend with logic only if the other person is ready to hear .Almost all rules have ifs and buts associated with it so under suitable condition they can be made to work your way
The sun is about to set on the western trees over the vast lands of food. A station named sadugarh just went pass. A water tank , a scare crow , a tower with three phase electricity , rice field with water mirror , the old farmers hut , the big farmhouse with football shaped water tank , Honda city between farms and a canal for irrigation this is what I see outside my window.
As always god bless me god bless you and god bless us all
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