Me and My Life

Today I think is 6th of aug, it’s been a week I have been bedridden. When you fall ill a lot of questions arise in your mind and you have lots and lots of time to search for the answers. The thinking floats towards the unthinkable types especially. First thing that arises in my mind was why me oh good lord! Why me? With all the bad guys existing in the world why a good guy like me what wrong did I do to somebody. I'm always a helping guy not to mention being a little on the safe side, so that nobody harms me. The basic question …. I have never lost faith in you which I haven’t still and I never stop spreading your name. I thank you for every good thing you did to me. My mind is confused should I thank u for pain or should I continue my pray for relief. What I always fail to “stand under” is the reason for making me ill. Till now my 20 ½ years experience says everything happens due to a past reason and something will happen due to this and 99.99 % of those reasons you don’t know and...

hi guys training over it was tiring it was hard word but it all fared out well i learned a lot. met quite a lot types of people and i also earned for the first time in my life all in all another great experience of my life one more bookmark in my long life god has been good to me infact he has been great to me all my thanks to him so now is the time when i should begin prep for the interviews i need to give after i go back to college. lots of people tell me its luck and my luck used to be very good except in caase of academics in which it has alwaays beaten me. the dependency on luck takes the whole fun out of a game. if a game depends on ur knowledge u'll play well to win but if it depends on ur luck u r as good as anybody .so we'll see kya hota hai lets c what god has in his bank for me i know it will be good god gives you oppertunity and also limits them first three companies coming to the campus for ice and im not eligible for any of them. two of them are core and one is tc...

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these days lots of things are happening to me one over another i earned something........ going to office sleeping there well they were to name a few the fact of the moment is im not getting any time for myself i need to do so much things but time is a problem im facing for the first time need to go now god bless us all

this week was busy very busy seven days of training and now sunday is about to get over without letting me even know it was there i had thought to write lots of things on ma blog starting with a thought that came to my mind few days ago when i was in a bus "If something happens to you because of me its due to your past deeds and never due to mine" well for the intellectually unawakened people it means for eg if u were benefited by my deed or i do something for you dont thank me thank god for sending the good deed through me for you Well when i thought about it a feeling came that i was just a messenger and nothing else getting very philosophical am i have to go now will c u all later god bless me god bless you and god bless us all

such a long time havnt posted here. had been buzy with my training. it isnt as good as i had expected but the good one would have been difficult to handle i had fun in metro walk with the old friends of mine will write more afterwards abhi sona hai so as i always say god bless us all cya tc gn

even before i could start celebration  of coming home , start going  to office  for training  etc etc fever caught me yes guys im down with fever and bad throat  and all the bad things that can happen in vacations as a result i have been stuck to ma bed and degrees of the freedom have been reduced or the time spend drastically reduced today i need to go to se my papers and lets c wat god has in mind for me does he allow me or not while thinking about wat to write in blog i thought wat a strange thing this is while u r not well even if u have enough energy to move around u know u cant beacuse fever has gone down due to medicine and can come up any time . so i am confused all the time to use my energy or not most of the times i dont but still if its getting very boring at bed and stand up and walk around or sit on a computer like im doing write now i had 101 fever, took my medicine , fever has gone down most prob and now im using the energy to write this post i kn...