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maybe the toughest decision till now

dear diary me-i canceled my graphics card diary(shocked)- m-yup i did it d-decision was tough? m-but still i took it i sacrificed of delayed the graphics card for atleast 6 months d-why? m-just for my future... i dont need anything to come between me and my 60%.... d-well the gap isnt much m-still i wont take chances d-you have always done wat you wanted? m-ya thats why this decision was the toughest one to take d-being brave huh? m-ya i dont wanna ruin my life just because of a small wish d-tere bachpan ki wish? m-koi nahi thoda aur intezaar kar legi you might be thinking yeh kya ho raha hai thats me talking to my diary so thats it no gaming nothing just this last sem in which i will have to work hard as i have been trusted with lots of responsibilities and all that. i only hope that i am able to fulfill them happy new year to everyone out there hope all the wishes of yours get fulfilled this year and ya i celebrated my birthday through a cake after a long-2 time. was in my tayaji...

20 december 2008

dear diary i have been home for a few days now. njoying my vacations and planning to buy a graphics card asap. u know guys i always remove my birthday date from orkut as soon as it approaches like i did this year. i decreases the no of wishes i get but im comfortable with it. atleast only people who remember it call. well cant say there are much of them but i like the day to be quite one spending it with my family. as family comes first......... well even my good friends dont remember this day as i havnt given them any treats till now well if u wish to find my birthday date it wont be hard for u its almost everywhere on internet i just dont like guys wishing me just because its on orkut. I dont thing thats wrong......... frankly i dont care if u wish me on my birthday or not. well heroes episode no 10 "its coming". i have no plans for it lets c what the fate has in store for me. lets change the topic..... my result almost full was out and i didnt go as i expected it to do. we...

3 dec 2008

dear diary So from today we will start my post as dear diary. Date 3 december 2008 and i think it is the birthday of the "sexi"we arent in touch much. i have tried but he seems to njoy his life and so am i . so why interfare!! lol so the paper got over day before yesterday and i just hit the bad luck in my last paper. my HOD did and unthinkable, he punsihed the students for nothing wrong.... just joking he wont be harsh .ie he cant be as we are the final year. major project ppt tomorrow and got a pc alloted yesterday, a nice core 2 duo 2 gb ram lcd screen etc computer with a fast internet connection.will start working after giving the ppt hopefully im not going home till 10th and my brother will buy a hdd and send it across . so the big news of the season ......ISTE student chapter under me and 3 events already planned with the biggest event student convention to be planned and executed by the group ajay pal sir assembled and dissapeared. As everything has some reason , group...

11/28/08

well the life is being funny for a few days so funny i almost cried hearing the speech on ndtv sahi main bahut senti ho gaya tha he said that to shut them up impose emergency and kill the terror causing germs otherwise the incidents like mumbai will keep on occurring again and again what the hell happened in mumbai ...... they kill so many comman man and so many uncomman man got killed too well to heck with them i wish govt would do something. and i think something will be done but let it be some solid work and nothing should be lenient for the sake of public let the come down hard i remembered a even from my past life donno when it occur but it sure gives a lesson it was around 5-6 had my 2nd term exams and the result had come out. as usual i failed in hindi those were the initial days of my failing in hindi( have failed a lot more times after that) ya and i didnt show my report card to my parents. thought i would be scolded and grounded . so we went on a holiday to some hill station...

11/17/08

aaj kisi ko poems likhta dekh ke mujhe mere wo bachpan ke din yaad aa gaye jab main bhi kuch panktiyan likha karta tha. around class tenth mujhe yeh keeda tha. poems likhne ka. aur wo meri class ka poet "the horizon" , i used to like his work a lot and that induced the keeda in me. well i think i wrote a few good works and lots more bad works but all in all i was satisfied by wat i did and i have it all saved in a file. maybe i'll write them all in the vacations or maybe i wont lets c because i have been thinking of wat to be done of them for a long -2 time i will see if i present world with my beautiful works of will let them stay away from world i dontthink they should stay away but yeh aalsi haathon ko kaun samjhaye "lets hope for the best and leave to the god the rest" this is wat i say most of the time leaving that topic i have my final practical exam today and i need to study lol maybe this is the last post before exams signing off ankur bajaj god bless u ...

11/12/08

somebody asked me why im so stable nowadays. as something big has occured and i had showed very less reaction to it. i replied life has played so many tricks that i have become immune to it. well thats not true exactly , nobody can be immune to life and its game . it can strike when u expect it least. macain would never have thought that a african-american would defeat him in the election . everything happens in the world. India beat Australia 2-0 wasn't it great australia tried a lot but couldnt help themselves. it was so feel good factor. saurav dada left international cricket and so did jumbo aka kumble. well a great loss to Indian cricket but i kinda liked kumble his personality well wat to say he is gone. dada was okay and everyone is gonna miss him . maybe in some future he will be a coach. which i think is gonna happen . few years of commentary and then coaching.... ending of another semester and this one is the most vella sems of all. i got placed " marriage " and...

its over

when i read the astrological forecast on my birthday last year i never thought it could come so true. it said that months aug , sept and November will be eventful and see the beauty aug was filled with regections and september with csc and now november with "the wedding" ofcourse not mine!!!!!! first wedding in my grandmothers family finally concluded on a happier note i have never seen a wedding from such a close level i have been involved in weddings of my other sisters from my maternal side but no with such a close precision wedding was good i wore my best "costumes" till now bought specially for the wedding. the most interesting thing in the wedding was the brother in law, the first person i ever saw that could barely speak. not literally but he was so over softspoken that i'll say that all the softspoken girls i have ever met would shy on talking with him. well see the irony of the situation he was a hostel student from ferozpur and still he was not interes...