Me and My Life

Dear diary Hi guys hope everyone is happy and doing good. I’m doing great as usual except few downs in life such that poor car driving and not getting call from csc till now. Not much in life right now except these two things. The topic I am choosing to write upon is.”Modernization- a bane or boon”. And I'm not talking about industrialization or CO 2 emissions. I'm gonna express my views about the change in society that is due to the modernization of everything Let’s see. “The growth of women”. I always wonder if women are placed so highly in our sacred texts why were they mistreated and after deep thinking only reason I could find was that they were considered sacred and were to be protected from the outside world. Now they are out in wild competing with the opposite sex for a better place. Like I have mentioned before girls always get more marks then boys. The communication is getting simpler and tougher. For instance I may not have known what my class 12th friend would...

Dear diary hi guys hows everything. i m doing good. hope you are doing fine My big bro ,bhai celebrated his birthday on 3rd with lots and lots of phone calls and a cake party with friends. He spent all day getting wishes and all . On the other ahnd i recieve 6-7 calls from friends.Basically , i havnt celebrated birthday with any of my friend will now . None of my casual friends even know when is the day . I think i'll get a lot of or msgs if i let my orkut or facebook display my birthday on.but i wont do that as usual beacuse i think if someone wants to wish me he/she should look for birthday, finding which wont be difficult i dont mind getting few extra calls that day but still. End of discussion. I am in a happy and satisfied state of mind right nowand sometimes i wish world would end right here right now so that i do not see the bad times .My faith in god is making me hang on to my csc job that he gave me after after so much request , And now i pray everyday that i get the d...

Dear diary ganpati bappa morya -ganesh chaturthi mubaraq ho aap sabhi ko . Saath main navroz -parsi new year ki bhi shubhkamnaye. i read this mail from someone and i really liked it Micchami Dukadam Khamemi Savve Jiva - I forgive all the living beings Savve Jiva Khamantu - I seek pardon from all the living beings Mitti Me Savva Bhutesu - I am friendly towards all the living beings Veram Majjham Na Kenvi - And seek enmity with none these lines are all about asking for forgiveness from one and all. and also forgiving all. Well i have always tried to adopt this approach but im but a human being easily fed to emotions and mistakes are just the steps required to grow.Well i may sound confused now, it happens . So the thing in my life right now is that i need to find a job. how much time more will i enjoy my life too much good is also not good for health. its time for change and now im convincing myself that i need to find a job. Accenture gave joining and my mates are joinig on ...

Dear diary so August is here and there is no progress in my status. life has been good but the scare is high ..... will i get a call , i get a call. I think about it every odd hour will i have to search for job or i'll get a grand entry in the tech market. CSC guys are getting on my nerves by the day..... its been time since i have studies something and they are planning to take a second interview according to the csc group , i donno wat will happen but its getting scary by the day..... market is dull and im all pampering myself with wat ever i want wasting time to do wat i always wanted to do gaming series. i dont know if i need to do job searching right now. life is a puzzle and im running away from it right now living it for once . i dont wish to solve it i need time to solve it for me. please do something god some light in the end of tunnel . hope is there but it wont be there untill u get some signal. waiting for something

Dear diary life is going on very smoothly ...... so smooth that it sometimes scares me that what is there for me in the future . Half of the july is over and tom most probably im going for harry potter the sixth ......and than im gonna do kite flying .........yes its the kite flying season again...... 15 aug when we control the freedom of kites . i just love being in control of something .Most of the times its my kite that goes after being bit by another , but still i am learning considering i didnt had much chance to fly a kite as i have a elder brother who is good at it but this time im gonna put into practice all i have learned after i was allowed to handle the thread. I completed the series house md 5 seasons and full metal alchemist long ago nowadays i have started scrubs ,24 and hustle. im loving the time pass. i got myself few novels and havnt been able to get time to read them ;) . my father has got transferred and i do miss him. ya something interesting happened since the last...

Dear diary So this is me again .............. who else would you find in my blog...... its been 20 odd days at home and july month is about to start in few minutes . i would i like to write my second post of this month. life has been good with my new graphics card and lots of series that i have collected in my last semester. house is my current time pass. and have completed full metal alchemist. I am facing mixed emotions nowadays...... should i work should i njoy ? should i loop for a job or should i wait for csc. my god help me bless with a solution. As you all know i just completed my engineering and am home full time now. no work just using the electricity at home to play to watch TV and to download games and songs. i am so perplexed about the current situation that im not able to concentrate on new things to learn and explore. i fear job so much that i think i wont be able to do any leisure activity after i enter my job fu fledged so im cought between masti and learning new things...

Dear diary Time over at jalandhar. Was not a good city but lot better than .....donno something worse. lots of ups and downs. so many of them that me a case of short term memory loss cant remember them all. When i came here the college was a jungle and for me jungle book had just started. people just hated delhiwallas and i know why they do so, as guys tend to be mean and selfish. and when they saw me they expected me o be like that only , and when i turned out to be different they had a difficult time accpting me and even my co delhi walas didnt expect such a nature from me. So while so unaccptable i was i found very good friends by the time i left the college. while i spent my life at college i met a lot of people good bad and no not so ugly. बुरा जो देखन मैं चला बुरा न मिल्या कोए जो मनन खोजा आपना मुझसे बुरा न कोए so i found no ugly or i just tried to find good in all, thats i nice quality i realised just now. So its some time i have found people who love me for wat i am however irri...