Me and My Life

Dear diary Whenever I try to define life ... the only thing that comes to my mind is that why should i define it in the first place. Life is this life is that . life is easy life is hard , life is a journey , life is funny, life is fun .life is blah blah etc. first of all stop defining it .stop comparing it . Life is an entity (its not a thing ) which is unique for every person .Like we have primary keys for every row , we have life for every being in this world. god has given you this gift and its upon you how you make it for yourself. He will help you on your way in life as I might have said in my previous posts. This entity is an experience and an opportunity and what you make of this is up to you. one question that often comes in my mind is that whats my destiny ? do I have any? or should I look for it .. or should I just leave it to find me? What is the aim of this gift? So many questions and not much of a answer .and I am not really sure that I want an answer. Isn't it bet...

Dear diary Hi there , It's your friend this side after another long time , Every other day I think that I should write in my blog , I have so much to say , so much to tell , so many things in my mind that come up now and then .But I'm a lazy guy and sitting and typing is making me restless lately , I would try a video blog as now I have a webcam and I'm alone. But I know that it is not going to happen. So one of the things that I want out of my system is a bad landlord . He is so annoying that it feels like breaking something in his house before I go , but that is not gonna happen as I'm not a violent person and he hasn't tipped me off as of now . Till now he is irritating to a good extent. Sometimes when I think why he does this , I feel like mocking him of pretending to be a German while being an Indian. He has taken worst aspects of both lives and now is trying to make my life bad , but he doesn't know that god is with me and all his attempts will go wast...

Dear diary Hi this is Ankur bajaj as usual , u will find no one else on my blog.. Did i forget to write my location in my previous post , how silly of me . I'm in Bonn the former capital of Germany. So Diwali is here tom and what am i doing this diwali nothing much just dinner with my manager and then will sleep. In any case the only thing that i will miss this diwali is the puja we used to do at home , and of course the sweets and all the smoke. Today is my birthday .Its been a year since i joined the company, D company which has send me away from home and which intends to keep me here while a cousin of mine gets married this jaunary about a month form now. So its my birthday and this is the first time I have kept my birthday on Facebook . Every time every year without fail I remove my birthday from all social networking sites. This time ist there to check whether i would be keeping it from next year or not.. So what is up on my ...

Dear diary I am writing it long time before I leave India , because i know i wont be able to finish it before i leave, continued i have reached there and its over a month exactly 2 days over the month and now it 12 days over a month its getting cold around here temperature is dropping per day .... so i start , life is good here .its a small town quiet and very less population.Not very less but ya when u come from densely populated place such as Delhi it does look a lot empty.today we are going for some sightseeing and i have to get ready for that , would love to write more about my out of India experience and my new room-mate but that will have to wait , this blog post has been long overdue so will come back sooner than later , have fun you guys god bless you god bless me and god bless us all

Dear diary just published a post and now writing another one just so that i dont get much time to write.We are five in this cab all 5 different people , if you are reading this that you know me and now four left, well its difficult to explain everybody, they are good people and i have a good time with them in my journey home as usual long time since last word here ... there has been big changes in the cab ... people are four driver is different and only 3 of us are from original 5 and the cab is mostly silent with some small talk . Life is going good my visa has arrived from Germany and now I'm preparing myself for the trip of the lifetime, well i first trip outside the country is waiting to some true. lots of paperwork and all done and now the tickets are left to be booked and just waiting for the date of departure Meanwhile, my trip to shirdi is just few days more. will go there ask god for a good long satisfying trip outside the country.... okies guys have fun "god b...

Dear diary Being very busy in the office and now I'm working on weekends at home. life's good. I just remembered that i have to finish something for the office. i hope to finish this update soon if i don't get carried away. So the news, i am extremely thankful to few people in my office, for helping me get through to my current state and 1 thing that i have realised is that even if the other person is good and you know it ,still he wont be that friendly as he should be. Everyone is sceptical of every new person. i also tend to do that sometimes, but mostly i try to be friendly to anyone who comes in my contact. had a long break between the last line and now ,currently in cab with date 8 July, down with heavy boring work , i don't even get time to do anything else in the office. the work is seriously frustrating , suicidal if you allow me to exaggerate , Only thing that keeps me going with the work is the easy transport to office and the hope that it will end soon ...

Dear diary Life has been very-2 busy nowadays , as you already know I'm a guy who is eager to learn whatever computer comes is his way. As a result i have put my foot hand and heart in lots of things right now. My curiosity and willingness to learn prevent me to opt out from thing that is optional. So here i am busy all 9 30 hours of day . There is something that i request of god right now , ease of going to office is something that is one of the factors that drive me to office every single day of the month . but that ease may soon be over . I just wanted to ask him to do what he thinks is good for me overall. covertly i hope the current ease never gets over. So here i am working day and day learning something new everyday. all in all its has been a great experience , and I hope it continues like this for rest of my career. One can never stop learning and lets hope my eagerness to learn never gets over There has been a negative development in my life, My trust in people has dec...