Me and My Life

An example of focus is that when you look out of the window , you either see the windmills passing by or you see the marks on the window. this euro trip till now has been amazing is the sense of what you get to experience . What ever I see wherever I look , nothing is more enriched then my home country india. but every town in this world has an unique flavor. Flavor can be defined as different different things by different people , some define it as food , some as wine , some as architecture yada yada . Europe is special in a way that ... now I come to think , it's almost like india , instead of states , it has countries. Every time you skip a town you get different wine or beer or mountain or architecture or food or weather. A trip always has an objective for me. Most of the times it is cover whatever possible in a particular city other times it might be for something special. We go on trip with variety of people, friends , friend of friend, unknown and foes. latter only if it...

Dear diary Why do you remind me of myself (the part of me that I don't like). Why don't you show that you don't like me ? why do people hide their true feelings ? Why ? Why? .Life was going on smooth until something happened . Everything that happens has a reason , Just searching for a answers to Why has this happened and What does God want me to learn from it. Whatever it is , sure looks important. A little too much in the starting , my mind has lots of questions that are to be answered .this post is in draft for a long time. Publishing it

Dear diary Its been a long time again and I'm back in Germany during the composition of this post. And now I will share some of my recent understandings of this world. I have come to realize that those people which are not happy tend to make life of others miserable.It's like others are the reason for their present state of unhappiness. And mind it that it is not their intention , its just instinctive . What you can do is forgive them , forget and forgive are two difficult things but its no use trying to fight out of it as en eye for an eye will make the world blind. Accept it that this guy doesn't want to be happy and cannot be happy and keep that is mind while dealing with him. No this doesn't seem to be typecasting for me, well maybe it is . But I could not find any other solution to this situation. If you know do let me know. On other front there is a lot of work that is going on right now, but its good its easier to do all this work while sitting here than whil...

Life teaches you a lot of things. you like somethings and you hate others. One thing that I learnt recently is that I need a change either in myself or in people I talk to. Still I haven't decided which one is a better option leading to me being quiet . Will have to experiment with both the options here and there to conclude which one I'm going to adopt. It is good to know that one is not perfect as it simplifies some big things in life. I smell low confidence in myself , I know I'm not a social animal but I think I do not try to become one. I sometimes feel like Dr Sheldon Cooper who is always amazed by all the social customs and reactions he see around himself. but he tries hilariously to fit in them like by offering warm beverage . Sometimes I feel like I'm doing the same in the eyes of others .Even though I know they need a warm beverage and I offer them that they think I'm acting just to be nice . well it's their loss not mine when they reject the beverage...

Dear diary This is one of my status updates on facebook, suits me quite well doesn't it. I am not an easy to understand person as everyone is expected to be complicated . Simple mindedness is not accepted as simply as it should be. Everyone thinks that you mean something else while you are saying something . They tend to read between the lines when they shouldn't and they tend to take to my word when they should not. Something should be wrong with me as everyone else cannot be wrong. But who cares I will remain who I am and will go to become who I was to. Remove all the filters and then I'm really user-friendly and easy to understand. As I have always said that there is someone looking for me up there. He has proved it once again. I am about to get some good quality work in my office . I don't really talk about my work in my blog but this is a good opportunity for me .Everyone is so afraid of becoming jack of all trades but I strive to achieve that . No knowledge is...

Life is as normal as it gets with a few lessons from office now and then. Lately I have come to know some of those whom I considered to be my friend were actually acquaintances . They had given subtle hints but I was blind . Kept on behaving as a friend but not anymore. I have learn to say no ,make a face ,unfriend them etc. In short I have to let them go. I don't really know how many more ,going forward may turn out to be like him/her, but I know that I won't try very hard next time On the contrary , I have found some friends in the office. Hoping to go a long way with them. I know there is a problem with me. I don't really know how to test my friends. I think I have said it before also I know but I guess it's a good thing that's why I don't try to change it. I think that's enough for today . God bless you god bless me and god bless us all Btw this post is from my iPod and I am fixed between buying S2 or not

Dear diary Whenever I try to define life ... the only thing that comes to my mind is that why should i define it in the first place. Life is this life is that . life is easy life is hard , life is a journey , life is funny, life is fun .life is blah blah etc. first of all stop defining it .stop comparing it . Life is an entity (its not a thing ) which is unique for every person .Like we have primary keys for every row , we have life for every being in this world. god has given you this gift and its upon you how you make it for yourself. He will help you on your way in life as I might have said in my previous posts. This entity is an experience and an opportunity and what you make of this is up to you. one question that often comes in my mind is that whats my destiny ? do I have any? or should I look for it .. or should I just leave it to find me? What is the aim of this gift? So many questions and not much of a answer .and I am not really sure that I want an answer. Isn't it bet...