Me and My Life

Dear diary Its time. After 5 years in a wonderful company of sorts. to move on with life to clean the board and to write anew. To start from scratch and write a story again. Journey started on 21st December 2009 ,morning 10 am and I was 1 hour late and did not get the rose everyone got. 2 delhites and rest from Chennai and Hyderabad.Had on and off sessions of training in Java. On 5th Feb I joined the account where I have now served for more than 5 years. I had joined on probation and got confirmed on 31st March 2010. I remember how happy I was as my salary had got increased As expected I was not so happy till I went to Germany , then the things started to get bette. First trip in 2010 second in 2012 and last in 2014. Had a wonderful time roaming around the Europe. There were so many things that I would carry with me for whole of my life. Things That got drilled into me and mistakes which lead to learning. The most important part was the kind of wonderful people I met. Germans , I...

Dear diary In coming new days I'll play with my vanity and gather some words of praise that people have written about me on orkut Kya kahun. Namoonein to bahut dekhen hain , magar tumsa koi nahin. Bande main content to bahut hai, bas presentation ki thodi problem hai. Par ek baat hai. Itna honest bandaa dhoodhne par bhi nahin milega. Cares about his friends. Will tell you wherever u are wrong, even if he has to risk his friendship. Will take the right deicision , no matter what he s going through. A man you can always count on. Let me start with a translation. The guy says , he has seems many samples (including himself ) but he has not seen anyone like me, I have content but the presentation is not quite right (i.e I'm not so user friendly). One thing is sure that you cannot find a more honest guy then me. Rest is in English , truth is I cannot digest this much vanity therefore I would not go on to explain the rest. I had decided to do this sometime ago and this po...

Dear diary Hi everyone out there, I just had my breakfast at the time I usually have my lunch. So what! it is Saturday a holiday. A day I decided to write something to my dear diary. In some minutes I wish to get out of the house and get some sun light but I wish I can finish the entry before that. So what do I write now. Now days my workplace is full of uncertainties , I would not write the details because that would be so unthoughtful of me. In any case that environment makes you have same conversations and discussions every time there is some new development. Every time you get a hint or you get a feeling you evaluate the whole situations again according to that. Especially if there are things in your future that depend on that breaking news. Since I'm at a very low level in the hierarchy not all the news and reactions to the news reach us. Most of the things are absorbed at each level and get filtered to suit our stature. And there are ways to do that , one way is to not le...

Dear diary Today or in coming few days or months I'm going to try to point out few things that were norm in the past but are obsolete now. But before I start how is everyone out there  hope u r doing good. In the past it was common for everyone to follow their father's footsteps . if father was a Weaver he passed on his knowledge to his young one and install him in his place. Nowadays father is a banker and son writes software for retail. But still this has not got lost but has decreased to a high amount. Still in some places like business , politics sometimes the son the father. Another thing would be sitting women , absolutely the thing of the past . this post has taken too long. I would finish of with few words change is the law it nature , unless it brings large population under harm we should support it. God bless you God bless me God bless us all

This is a post from mobile. Daily I move from home to office .Around 80 km to and fro , it's a long journey and I thought why not . Though I fear this might not be a long lasting idea but let's see how long does it last. So what do I talk about here , I really am feeling sleepy but let me think about a topic . New year is around the night and it looks like it is going to be full of surprises. I hope they are good surprises. My working project is about to be transformed into a support project and though I do not expect any tickets for me. But still the feeling is bad , the amount of time and effort they want from us does not equate in any sense the facilities they want to provide. As the general opinion is around this might become a disaster soon enough. In a way it would be an experience to see things fall apart. I hope they understand and rectify their ways soon enough. My gut feeling says there might be a few days running around but other days everything should be boring e...

An example of focus is that when you look out of the window , you either see the windmills passing by or you see the marks on the window. this euro trip till now has been amazing is the sense of what you get to experience . What ever I see wherever I look , nothing is more enriched then my home country india. but every town in this world has an unique flavor. Flavor can be defined as different different things by different people , some define it as food , some as wine , some as architecture yada yada . Europe is special in a way that ... now I come to think , it's almost like india , instead of states , it has countries. Every time you skip a town you get different wine or beer or mountain or architecture or food or weather. A trip always has an objective for me. Most of the times it is cover whatever possible in a particular city other times it might be for something special. We go on trip with variety of people, friends , friend of friend, unknown and foes. latter only if it...

Dear diary Why do you remind me of myself (the part of me that I don't like). Why don't you show that you don't like me ? why do people hide their true feelings ? Why ? Why? .Life was going on smooth until something happened . Everything that happens has a reason , Just searching for a answers to Why has this happened and What does God want me to learn from it. Whatever it is , sure looks important. A little too much in the starting , my mind has lots of questions that are to be answered .this post is in draft for a long time. Publishing it