Me and My Life

Dear diary So this is me again .............. who else would you find in my blog...... its been 20 odd days at home and july month is about to start in few minutes . i would i like to write my second post of this month. life has been good with my new graphics card and lots of series that i have collected in my last semester. house is my current time pass. and have completed full metal alchemist. I am facing mixed emotions nowadays...... should i work should i njoy ? should i loop for a job or should i wait for csc. my god help me bless with a solution. As you all know i just completed my engineering and am home full time now. no work just using the electricity at home to play to watch TV and to download games and songs. i am so perplexed about the current situation that im not able to concentrate on new things to learn and explore. i fear job so much that i think i wont be able to do any leisure activity after i enter my job fu fledged so im cought between masti and learning new things...

Dear diary Time over at jalandhar. Was not a good city but lot better than .....donno something worse. lots of ups and downs. so many of them that me a case of short term memory loss cant remember them all. When i came here the college was a jungle and for me jungle book had just started. people just hated delhiwallas and i know why they do so, as guys tend to be mean and selfish. and when they saw me they expected me o be like that only , and when i turned out to be different they had a difficult time accpting me and even my co delhi walas didnt expect such a nature from me. So while so unaccptable i was i found very good friends by the time i left the college. while i spent my life at college i met a lot of people good bad and no not so ugly. बुरा जो देखन मैं चला बुरा न मिल्या कोए जो मनन खोजा आपना मुझसे बुरा न कोए so i found no ugly or i just tried to find good in all, thats i nice quality i realised just now. So its some time i have found people who love me for wat i am however irri...

Dear diary lots have happened in my life since the last post of mine. few good things and a bad thing u can get the regular update from the twitter where i have joined and i usually tweet new things that happen the thanks giving party was the best ever attended. i danced a lot for 24 hours from hostel night to the thanksgiving. i have never danced so much in my life and the thing that happened nect day is unspeakable. My dearest aunt ....god bless her soul. the time has come when the goodbyes has begun two mates are leaving tommorrow .Donno when will i see them again. i wish them farewell , do good in anything you do. So this is gonna be the sceane in the few coming days farewells and keep in touchs....... lots of people will leave never to be seen again or heard from. i got too much from this placeor the life of these 4 years to be able to return it .......... i will finally be able to increase my cg to 60 % tom and after we enter this again wont matter, all that will matter is how w...

Dear diary Long time has passed since my last post and nothing much has happened since then. project work is still going on and bad farewell ,college tours photos and etc . the project has its speed and it looks like its gonna be a last minute finish as we are stuck at a place and are not able to move fwd About the farewell fiasco ,well havent seen a poorer farewell in my 4 years and to say of it juniors didnt wanna give it , they gave just for the formality.Well i really dont wanna remember what happened in that not so farewell like farewell . there was no prepration due to no respect and nothing in it to call it a good bye So leaving it behind i come to the point of saying farewell from college. the time has come its almost over, the life of four years , the time i relished .............Comon this is senti today is 8th may 2009 by the end of the month i will be gone to my home sweet home and will be lying on bed doing nothing al all. well im gonna miss my room no 108 124 and 201 , l...

Is your god better or mine It doesn't matter who i am A hindu , a muslim or a christ O maybe none of them none of any I reuse to believe That god could pass a sieve He is the faith the undefined the unexplainable the hope the empathy he is the peace and whence we fight it aren't right The immortal doesn't live at a place oh god gimme some solace You fight with someone because you fear you then forget that god will hear He sees you he sees us all and maybe he cries and maybe he knows the greatest foe of man is the bow of man God bless us you for you need this god bless us all for we all need this Ankur bajaj 1:43 14/4/09 hostel room No comments requested

dear diary Our family astrologer says i'll study more. well so unlikely it may seem but nobody has ever questioned him or watever he says gets true, but we'll see Just 19 working days left and 40 as such and the life of hosteler at nitj seems to be coming to an end.who knows where will i be when i study more and if i study more!! Its been fun being in a hostel with couple of friends around.Sitting in the room all by myself. those latenight chats when youve got something imp to do about an entirely irrelevant topic . The feeling of fire which makes you a rocket.Well im having a hard time believing we are not going to be here for more time. I just returned from a trip to jwalaji and chintapoorni , had to stay there in night as no bus after 6. so here we were 3 guys to a pilgrimage . one of us couldnt stop swearing as it had become hi s habit.The trip went fine except the night when i had not taken the blanket due to hygiene reasons .i always fear that i'll catch this of that...

i have lost to tell to all you guys who are not reading me. the fest utkansh is coming to an end. well its a typical sad ending in my life . Utkansh didnt happen as it was supposed to happen or what i thought of utkansh at the end of my second year. ---------- Utkansh has come to an end and so has started my cold . im suffering from cold and am bedridden for two days.So where was i utkansh had so may shortcomings from the administrative side but the fest as such was brilliant .The Dr kumar vishvas maglomaniac his some old some new jokes his spontaneity and his simple poems .All in all he was too good. and infact i have got a pic of his with me. which i shot after waiting for an hour in the guest house where he was chatting with director over national and international issues. he lied a little bit played with the sentiments but have got style. An engineer who dropped from nit allahabad , now have a doctorate degree in hindi. The other kavi that came were also impressive but not much jun...