Me and My Life

Dear diary Long time has passed since my last post and nothing much has happened since then. project work is still going on and bad farewell ,college tours photos and etc . the project has its speed and it looks like its gonna be a last minute finish as we are stuck at a place and are not able to move fwd About the farewell fiasco ,well havent seen a poorer farewell in my 4 years and to say of it juniors didnt wanna give it , they gave just for the formality.Well i really dont wanna remember what happened in that not so farewell like farewell . there was no prepration due to no respect and nothing in it to call it a good bye So leaving it behind i come to the point of saying farewell from college. the time has come its almost over, the life of four years , the time i relished .............Comon this is senti today is 8th may 2009 by the end of the month i will be gone to my home sweet home and will be lying on bed doing nothing al all. well im gonna miss my room no 108 124 and 201 , l...

Is your god better or mine It doesn't matter who i am A hindu , a muslim or a christ O maybe none of them none of any I reuse to believe That god could pass a sieve He is the faith the undefined the unexplainable the hope the empathy he is the peace and whence we fight it aren't right The immortal doesn't live at a place oh god gimme some solace You fight with someone because you fear you then forget that god will hear He sees you he sees us all and maybe he cries and maybe he knows the greatest foe of man is the bow of man God bless us you for you need this god bless us all for we all need this Ankur bajaj 1:43 14/4/09 hostel room No comments requested

dear diary Our family astrologer says i'll study more. well so unlikely it may seem but nobody has ever questioned him or watever he says gets true, but we'll see Just 19 working days left and 40 as such and the life of hosteler at nitj seems to be coming to an end.who knows where will i be when i study more and if i study more!! Its been fun being in a hostel with couple of friends around.Sitting in the room all by myself. those latenight chats when youve got something imp to do about an entirely irrelevant topic . The feeling of fire which makes you a rocket.Well im having a hard time believing we are not going to be here for more time. I just returned from a trip to jwalaji and chintapoorni , had to stay there in night as no bus after 6. so here we were 3 guys to a pilgrimage . one of us couldnt stop swearing as it had become hi s habit.The trip went fine except the night when i had not taken the blanket due to hygiene reasons .i always fear that i'll catch this of that...

i have lost to tell to all you guys who are not reading me. the fest utkansh is coming to an end. well its a typical sad ending in my life . Utkansh didnt happen as it was supposed to happen or what i thought of utkansh at the end of my second year. ---------- Utkansh has come to an end and so has started my cold . im suffering from cold and am bedridden for two days.So where was i utkansh had so may shortcomings from the administrative side but the fest as such was brilliant .The Dr kumar vishvas maglomaniac his some old some new jokes his spontaneity and his simple poems .All in all he was too good. and infact i have got a pic of his with me. which i shot after waiting for an hour in the guest house where he was chatting with director over national and international issues. he lied a little bit played with the sentiments but have got style. An engineer who dropped from nit allahabad , now have a doctorate degree in hindi. The other kavi that came were also impressive but not much jun...

It’s been a long time since I talked to myself in written. So here I am on the Delhi to Jalandhar superfast train, I start to write a diary Dear diary Sorry for such a long wait for the entry, actually I have been very busy doing everything movies, series to sleeping the life is the final sem hasn’t been uneventful. The games of g1 g2 and g3 and wo final sem ki feeling and of course the trip to pong dam, viney ki extra feeling and many other things. Sometimes I feel that I’m gonna miss my freedom of waking up and sleeping to my wishes after college ends in few months gosh 2 months remaining and I have lots to do as the say miles to go before I sleep . I am coming back from holi which I didn’t celebrate and I'm coming back just for the reason of coming back to last semester. Utkansh this time doesn’t have any administrative work that can excite me for the sole reason that they don’t think I’m of any importance to the cause of utkansh and I wish to enforce myself on them. My dear fri...

I have been too buzy trying to find something to do that im doing all sorts of things nowdays watching soaps working on projects playing monopoly , lying and listening to music and finally doing nothing for hours , that I am not able to get time to write a blog post So here I am feeling good but empty of any desires to keep the mind running. I’m liking the time but hating to spend it on the first class in the morning why do the teachers even come for first class. Well I hate getting up in the morning after sleeping so late in the night. My didi’s ticket is booked and its just 2 days before my exams and she expects me to come and see her off. Which I thing would be difficult but I donno what to say, I donno what to expect from myself whether I would be able to come or not. I do what I do the best leave this on time and god. They decide and pass on the message. So the convention I was trying to get done was canceled due to the most unexpected reason ever the change of administration in t...

dear diary me-i canceled my graphics card diary(shocked)- m-yup i did it d-decision was tough? m-but still i took it i sacrificed of delayed the graphics card for atleast 6 months d-why? m-just for my future... i dont need anything to come between me and my 60%.... d-well the gap isnt much m-still i wont take chances d-you have always done wat you wanted? m-ya thats why this decision was the toughest one to take d-being brave huh? m-ya i dont wanna ruin my life just because of a small wish d-tere bachpan ki wish? m-koi nahi thoda aur intezaar kar legi you might be thinking yeh kya ho raha hai thats me talking to my diary so thats it no gaming nothing just this last sem in which i will have to work hard as i have been trusted with lots of responsibilities and all that. i only hope that i am able to fulfill them happy new year to everyone out there hope all the wishes of yours get fulfilled this year and ya i celebrated my birthday through a cake after a long-2 time. was in my tayaji...